In reality, there is no Fiction

Yes, sometimes life will hurt. But that doesn't mean the world is coming to an end. It just means youre going through rough times right now. And Yea, sure. Maybe the best thing to do does hurt. But what else can you do besides protect yourself. the thing is, you can't live in a glass ball your whole life. You have to be open up to pain and anything else that comes your way. The world isn't a box of chocolates. Sure you can have happy moments. But that doesn't really mean that the world is a happy place. It just means you got a chocolate out of the world's tricky little custom wrapped chocolate box. But that does not mean the moment will last. For there will always be something in the way. No matter what it is, a perfect plan can fail by having just one little glitch.

Ignored

What did I do
For you to ignore me
I sat here and waited
For you to stop by
But you didn't, and know you wonder why
I sit here all sad
Wile you talk and laugh
You treat me like a stranger
And I don't like that


When you finally showed up
I had nothing to say
But "Maybe some other day"
I still don't talk
And you re still wondering why
That's why I sit here and cry


I don't know what I did
For you to not talk
It's like I have an important key
But nothing to unlock


So please, baby
Tell me what i did wrong
Tell me what I did
That didn't have you singing a happy song

So Impatient

As I sit here and wait
Blizzards roll and tumble outside
Calmly waiting for you
Darkness sits upon the cold air
Eagerly, still waiting for you
Fog covers the ground
Glistening snow falls upon my porch
Hesitantly waiting for you
I am now getting impatient
Just wondering why you’re not here
Knowing, or hoping you’ll show up
Listening to the wind
My mind just chilling looking out of the window
Numbing thoughts of cold chilling my body
Outside, the world is frozen
Pushing snow with all of Mother Nature’s might
Quietly falling to the ground
Running outside, I call your name
Suddenly, you appear out of nowhere
Turning, I see your face
Undertaken in snow
Vines frosted in the snow
Why, I didn’t have to wait for you anymore
Xanthic is now the color of the grass
Yet it is not ugly this December
Zany times we had in the snow

Lyrics That Are Stuck In My Head

Try'na decide Try'na decideIf I really wanna go out tonight I never used to go out without yaNot sure I remember how taGonna be late Gonna be lateBut, all my girls don't have to wait 'causeI dont know if I like my outfitI tried everything in my closetNothin feels right when Im not with youSick of this dress and these Jimmy ChoosTakin them off 'cause I feel a foolTry'na dress up when Im missin youImma step out of this lingerieCurl up in a ball with something HanesIn bed I layWith nothing but your T-shirt onWith nothing but your T-shirt onHeyGotta be strong gotta be strong but Im Really hurtin now that you're goneI thought maybe I'd do some shoppingBut I couldnt get past the door andNow I dont know, now I dont know If ImEver really gonna let you goAnd I couldnt even leave my apartmentI'm stripped down, torn up about itNothin feels right when Im not with youSick of this dress and these Jimmy ChoosTakin them off 'cause I feel a foolTry'na dress up when Im missin' youIm'a step out of this lingerieCurl up in a ball with something HanesIn bed I layNow I dont know, now I dont know If ImEver really gonna let you goAnd I couldnt even leave my apartment I'm stripped down, torn up about itNothing feels right when Im not with youSick of this dress and these Jimmy ChoosTaking them off 'cause I feel a foolTry'na dress up when Im missin youImma step out of this lingerieCurl up in a ball with something HanesIn bed I lay

Torture Hall

You walk into the hall
But you cannot see
For you have been blind-folded and drugged
They bring you into a room
Where they leave you

You awake to see many medieval contraptions
But not knowing what they are, you panic and think of the worst
For you are brought to a wooden slat on the ground
They lay you on the board and strap you down
And thrust a metal bucket onto your stomach

You see them stick a rat under the bucket
They start to warm it up
You can feel the mouse’s grimy claws grab a hold of your skin
And you can hear its squealing
That’s when you feel the first bite

You lie there with agonizing pain
As the rat starts to dig deeper into your gut
You feel the ripping of the claws and the beating of your heart starts to die
The rat finally digs its way into your stomach
You lie there dead cold

As the rat travels up your throat
And manages to find its way out of your body
You lie there lifeless and cold
The rat stumbles on the floor
And walks through
Torture Hall

Sitting Alone (Terza Rima)

Sitting alone in my room
Sad and not knowing what to do
It feels like the flowers of spring will never bloom


My head feels hot and I feel blue
My face is warm and red
For I am unable to understand you


It feels like my heart has been ripped out and has bled
I sit here and think of all that we can be
And still I sit here and lay on my bed


For your love I cannot see
Because without you I am lost
Because without you I cannot see me


I dont know what to do for I feel tossed
For I feel like our lines have crossed