Fall Apart

Why am I crying
I HAVE to be strong
As tears roll down my face
I cannot help but hold on
Why do I sit and wait
For you to tell me it will be okay
When I know damn right it will be
Why can't I confront you
About what I feel
Is it that Im afraid to lose you
Im pretty sure that's it
I cannot afford to
And you knew it all along
But I still hang on
For the sake of my heart
For if I was to lose you,
I'd fall apart